That Point

There comes a point for me in writing where I completely loose control of what I want (I like to pretend I had control at some point) and the characters completely take over. I've pretty much reached that point. I've been listening to Skylar Grey "Dance Without You" on repeat and it reminds me of Kuro and Shiro a little bit, except Kuro doesn't want to be without Shiro, or break free or anything.

BUT they came to the forefront and said "Hey, pay us some attention." and of course I needed some evil bad guys for a scene...

Guess who's getting used?

I'm swinging it that Kuro is completely and utterly lost control of himself and has taken over Shiro without meaning to, so he's going on a rampage and the Shadow King is using him knowing this.

Then HOLIDAY as I am writing decides he DOES have powers that he could use if he's desperate but is not suppose to, and the thought: Holiday is going to use his Shadow Powers and loose control, comes to my mind.

I have no control.

Why do I even pretend.

But this is why I love writing. Being surprised myself at how this story is going to unfold and what my characters are going to do. This is why I don't plan, and I just write off the top of my head most of the time.